Not Missing A Beat

Each passing Day I Feel The

Time Drag on

Feeling HopeFull That Somehow

I Get to wake Up each Morning By Your Side

And The Last Thing I See Before I Close My Eyes

Will Be You..

Can't Give Up Now

In Too Deep

What If this is some sort of mind Game?

An Evil Plan to End Up Breaking My heart!

Why Did'nt I Stop When I Had The Chance?

Now I Am Too Far Gone

I Am Deep In Love

Even Hearing Ure Voice Early In The Morning Makes Me

Smile

Ure Little Remarks The Way You Make Me Dream'

What If it is Only That?

Just a Goddamn Dream!

Wake Me Up Now Don't be cruel

Can't u see I Swoon To The Rythem Of Your Steps

I Walk Next to U Not Missing A Beat!

Can Only Say one Thing..

Thank You For Motivating me To Be a Better Person

It's not easy 

Hard Road Ahead Of us!

Yet we can make it a Smoother one!

Even though we have almost Given up

Here We Are Sometimes those inner voices Want to 

Play with me!

Making me Think Irrationaly!

Still here I am standing nOt Letting go

Don't Look Back now!

Miserable Ghost's Want to scare u away!

Don't Go!

Can u Hear their evil Laugh.. their perverse thoughts

They just want to tear Us Apart!

But here I Am Not Missing a Beat

Still Breathing Every Single Detail

Of Our Love!

Unicamente Esto Te Pido

Unicamente te Pido

K Kada Momento Ke Kompartamos Juntos Sea

Una Nueva Aventura...

Ke El Amor Nunka Se Apague

Y La Pasion Vaya Kreciendo Kada Dia Ke Pase

Me Veo A Tu Lado Desde La Primer Luz Del Dia

Asta Ke El Cielo Se Komiensa Aser Oskuro..

Unicamente Te Pido

Vivir A Tu Lado Kon Armonia

Y Kon Mucho Mas Amor De El K Ya Ay!

Alma Barillas 2011

Nunka

Nunka e podido enkontrar el final de ese Arcoiris..... Solo vi komo se disminuian los kolores... No alkanse a llegar al Final....

Nunka e podido enkontrar la paz ke necesito.... Siempre Enkuentro Guerras... K me destruyen Un poko maz.....

Siempre Buske una verdadera Amiga ke nunka me dejara kaer sola.... La enkontre pero al final me dio la espalda por un poko de placer artificial....

Y buske Una Rosa negra perfect para sekar ..... No la enkontre solo enkontre las espinas ke kortaron mis manos asta sangrar....

Solo voy enkontrando las kosas ke no busko ni buske pero ke aser?

Seguir Buskando o esperar ke llegen las kosas solas siempre dicen ke asi debe de ser pero ya me aburri de tanto esperar siento ke nunka llegara...

 Buske komo llegar a el para ke nos fueramos Juntos a ese mundo ke aviamos Kriado pero nunka lo enkontre en el kamino... lo uniko ke logre fue seguir Sufriendo por los klavos ke penetraban mis pies ensangrentados......

Las kosas son tan simples y sencillas asi komo las konstruimos ....enveses las decisiones ke tomamos son vasos de veneno ke los matan lentamente o pueden ser te's de Sabiduria para ensenarnos para no volver a kometer los mismos errores......

Yo e bebido de los dos estoy Intoxikada se ke los dos likidos Korren por mis venas se ke por eso es ke sigo aki ..... Tengo lo mejor y lo peor k aser.....

Buskar y Buskar

Alma Barillas 2006

Pense Pero No Lo Suficiente

Me Puse a Kaminar Sin Pensar Dos Veces

Tome Pasos Apresurados

Ke Ni El Polvo Ke Soltaban Se Veia

Vole Lejos Sin Pensarlo Lo Suficiente

Vi Angeles Blancos Donde Vestian De Negro

Pense Ke Todo Se Miraba de Mil Kolores

Pero La Realidad Eske Todo Era De Kolor Gris kon Negro

No Pense No Pense

Krei Ke Avia Enkontrado La Salvacion 

Ke Equivokada Estoy En La Boka Del Lobo..

Me Kome Sin Pasion

No Entiende Ke Lo Vi Vestido De Angel?

Ke Krei En El

Ver Para Atras No Era Opcion!

Pero No Lo Pense Suficiente!

Segui Kaminando Planinado 

Kreendo,Sintiendo,Pensando,Jugando,Kreando!

Mientras El Silenciosamente Bebia De Mi Torpez..

Komo Salgo De Ayi?

Escapar De Una Solo Una Ves!

Alma Barillas 2011

If Only For A Moment

For a Brief Moment It Felt So Right...

Everything Was So Diffrent.. Life,Goals,Feelings..

Even The Kolor Of The Sky Was Just The Perfect Shade Of Blue

Yeah For That Brief Second

Everything Around Me Felt So Right!

It Feels Like I Went To Get My Eyes Checked By The Doctor

Yeah That Damn Doctor Full Of Intrigue.. 

And Ended Up With A Complete Physical And Mental Check Up

Now The Roads Seem Much Harder To Drive Thru

The Sky is Gray The Sun Is Hidden

Is There Any Way I Can Go Back?

Can I Feel That Serene Kalmness Just For a Brief Moment Again..

Cold Truth.. I Am Back to Square One!

Having Second Thoughts

Second Guessing My Actions

Am I Wrong to Feel This Way?

Why Did It Have To Happen Like This?

If Only For A Moment I Need To Feel like All I Am Pushing Myself Into

Is Right.. It Felt Right a Kouple Of Seconds Ago..

Why Does It Feel Useless At This Moment?

Drifting Thoughts,Wasted Stories,Dreams Turning Into Nightmares..

Sleepless Nights...

It Would Have Been Better To Stay Blind Just For Today...

I Blame No One But The Doctor

Or Is It All Me?

Let's be Honest Why Fight This?

Why Walk That Mountain Top?

Do You Really Feel Like Falling? Do You Expect me To Catch You?

If Only For This Moment

Let's Say I Am.. But Give Me A Good Reason Not To Let You Die!

Put The Rope On That Faith Should I Just Hang it And Watch It Die!

Never Wish For Something That Can Become A Reality!

Still Blaming All This on That Inprompt Visit I Made..

To That Too Honest Doctor.. He Made Me See Again Took That Invisible Blind Fold Off

Why Did He? Does he Have An instant Kure To All My Questions?

Suppose It Might be That he Made Me See Clearer!

Those Evil Dark And Grey's Are Back

It's Time To Welcome My Inner Demons Back..

Admiting Time

I've Missed Them So.. 

Alma  Barillas 2011

Remember

You're Up To No Good 

You Fool..

Remember To Never Lie To A Liar

Isin't That What You Once Told Me!

Funny How When Mistakes Are made By You There Seems To B No wrong

It Does'nt Mean That I Don't Love You It Just Means that

I Don't Feel Like Giving It My All No More

Feel Like Cruising The Streets Getting lost Just For a Little while.

In That one Way Street!

No need To Look For me..

Just Preocupied Isin't That What U Wanted?

Well Darling You Got It.

Remember I Never Offered U Perfectness With My Love

I Gave U My All!

Not Good Enough I Suppose!

It's ok Love Life may Not B Rosey But I am Ok!

No need For melodramatic Musik With This Story 

All I Want Is The Truth! 

Did You? Or Is It A Figment Of My imagination?

Remember U Will never Find Another

Heart Like Mine

So Now You Take It or You Leave It!

Up To You!